Déjà Vu
Fancy blogging during the last hour of the year again... Many things have changed throughout the course of one year. Somehow, I just can't write this entry with the same amount of enthusiasm and level of optimism. Nevertheless, I am still thankful and appreciative of the company of my friends for the most of the day before I book in for my duty.
Watched Yes Man with Adeline, Alvin and Shi Jun in the afternoon; I thought the movie was pretty funny and yet at the same time meaningful. I have to admit that I used to be the old Carl Allen; afraid to accept challenges or embrace changes in my life. Maybe I have improved a little bit already, I don't really know. I think it is supposed to tell us that we should say a resounding "Yes!" when we know it deep inside our heart.
Had dinner with class at a seafood restaurant near Fullerton Hotel during evening. Food was pretty okay, but nothing beats sitting down and having a nice talk with classmates. Crowds were all gathered around Marina Square for a spectacular view of the impending fireworks. Welcome to 2009! Hope everyone will have a smooth sailing year ahead:)
Just 13 more months to go!
Wednesday, December 31, 2008
Sunday, December 28, 2008
2008 Take-aways
2008 Take-aways
While the term "Take-away" may instill fear in every single undergraduate out there, I am relieved to declare that I am immune to this superstition.
(FYI, "Take-away", aka "Da3 Bao1" in Hokkien is defined as failing a particular module during the course of study and subsquently having to repeat it during the next semester)
Learnt a couple of important lessons in 2008.
1. The importance of time. To think I still had the audacity to waste precious time at the beginning of 2008 prior to my enlistment on unproductive leisure activities; for instance computer games. Really learnt to appreciate time after enlistment. Significance of the phrase "Time is Money" cannot be overemphasized.
2. Ability to recognise genuine friends. These are people who will stick with you even when they are in the army or universities. Frequent meetings are not an absolute necessity, occasional online chats and text messages shall do just fine. Unlike those who have disappeared without a single trace to other "high flier" friends or simply can't be bothered. Nevertheless, I will still treat them as my friends and treasure the relationship we share.
3. Become less gullible. There have been many instances when I am disavdantaged due to my gullibilty and tendency to place trust on dishonest individuals. At some point of time I almost believed in a particular idea of thinking but luckily managed to detect their hypocrisy and see through their lies. As for MLM, its a downright no-no. Trust is hard to earn and easy to lose. I can't agree more with this statement.
3. Develop an immense passion for learning. To tell the truth, I used to loathe studying since I was young. I do not find studying a mind boggling activity but the results I have achieved so far are supposedly to prove my "status" (which I find unnecessary) as the only son of the eldest son (my dad) in my family. Everything went fine until my misfortune in NJC and that compelled me to analyse the severity of the predicament I was pushed into. I straightened out my thinking after surviving this ordeal which left me pernamently scared but fret not; for it only served to strengthen my resolve and deepen my desire.
For you: I still need more time to think it through. Why me? I have nothing but only the ambition and drive to succeed, unlike those who are busy squandering money and wasting time trying to please others...
To me, 2008 was an epiphany. I have found my path. I have lost something I thought to be priceless for something which is truly priceless. I will master, no I MUST master my craft and do whatever it takes to materialise my ambition. Forbes 400, await my future arrival!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Christmas (Prelude)
Christmas (Prelude)
Somehow I feel that this Christmas will be different.
Never failed to answer any questions before but this particular one stumped me.
I realised the major things I had done in my life were for those around me. Family, friends, school, CCA and those intellectually disabled.
Completely at a loss when I knew something important was done for me.
I wish I can give you an answer.
But now, let us enjoy the ambigiuty.
Somehow I feel that this Christmas will be different.
Never failed to answer any questions before but this particular one stumped me.
I realised the major things I had done in my life were for those around me. Family, friends, school, CCA and those intellectually disabled.
Completely at a loss when I knew something important was done for me.
I wish I can give you an answer.
But now, let us enjoy the ambigiuty.
Sunday, December 21, 2008
That Thing u Do
That Thing u Do
You doing that thing you do!
Breakin' my heart into a million pieces
Like you always do.
And you, don't mean to be cruel.
You never even knew about the heartache
I've been going through.
And I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do.
Every time you do that thing do!
I know all the games you play
And I'm gonna find a way to let you know
That you'll be mine someday.
Cause we, could be happy can't you see?
If you know me let me be the one to hold you
And keep you here with me.
'Cause I try and try to forget you girl
But it's just so hard to do.
Every time you do that thing do!
I don't ask a lot but I know one thing for sure.
It's the love that I haven't got girl.
And I just can't take it anymore.
Cause we, could be happy can't you see?
If you know me let me be the one to hold you
and keep you here with me.
Cause it hurts me so just to see you go
Around with someone new.
And to find that you, you're doing that thing.
Every day just doing that thing.
I can't take you doing that thing you do
Monday, December 15, 2008
The Case Against MLM
The Case Against Multi-Level Marketing (MLM)
As the famous saying goes: There are many roads to Jerusalem. I believe there are equally, if not more approaches to accumulating great wealth too. However, it is simply premature to assume that all methods are completely feasible and desirable. This is a rather feeble attempt to present the case against the widely popular business sales tactic, namely multi-level marketing, also known as pyramid selling. Although the altered version of MLM is legal in the context of the law and regulations pertaining to commercial affairs, its inherent exploitative nature leaves it an undesirable ploy to achieve spectacular sales. An inquiry shall be made in the paragraphs below.
This seemingly profitable business transaction lands the new members (they are NOT classified as investors) into financial jeopardy by leveraging on their optimism on the positive general outlook of the business or industry. IBOs, in short for Independent Business Owner, is merely an artificial term generated by "financial psychologists" to form the illusion that one is a business owner and can receive a substantial passive monthly income without doing any productive work. Productive work here is defined as creating sales by selling products to customers, who are usually friends or relatives of the IBOs. This is what I identify as emotional selling, where the IBO intentionally or unintentionally deploys his or her relationship with another party as a marketing tool to influence him to purchase the overpriced product in order to push sales figures to new heights. Why do I mention overpriced? Direct selling provides convienence to consumers by bringing the product right in front of them but that comes with a cost. The addition of a distributor network pushes up prices due to the inclusion of a third party between the producer and the consumer. Thus, it is not surprising to find the prices of products highly inflated relative to the production costs.
Even so, it is necessary to acknowledge the fact that this marketing and sales system has proven to produce magnificent profits for the firm with its line of products. However, this delusional success has been achieved at the expense of violating business ethics and principles. Philip Fisher wrote a book called "Conservative Investors Sleep Well", while I hope I can write "Ethical Businessmen Snore Loud" sometime in the future haha..
PS: I find it a pity that due to time constraint and mental strain serving in the Army, many arguments are not thoroughly developed and elaborated with valid, compelling examples. This load of crap would have failed as a GP essay, but I think it fits the criteria as an interesting read and a time killer. Anyway there is still SO much for me to learn, any idea how to compress 12 years of academic load into 2 years of personal learning? Accounting, Business and Economics integrated in a 2 year course. How does that sound to you?
As the famous saying goes: There are many roads to Jerusalem. I believe there are equally, if not more approaches to accumulating great wealth too. However, it is simply premature to assume that all methods are completely feasible and desirable. This is a rather feeble attempt to present the case against the widely popular business sales tactic, namely multi-level marketing, also known as pyramid selling. Although the altered version of MLM is legal in the context of the law and regulations pertaining to commercial affairs, its inherent exploitative nature leaves it an undesirable ploy to achieve spectacular sales. An inquiry shall be made in the paragraphs below.
This seemingly profitable business transaction lands the new members (they are NOT classified as investors) into financial jeopardy by leveraging on their optimism on the positive general outlook of the business or industry. IBOs, in short for Independent Business Owner, is merely an artificial term generated by "financial psychologists" to form the illusion that one is a business owner and can receive a substantial passive monthly income without doing any productive work. Productive work here is defined as creating sales by selling products to customers, who are usually friends or relatives of the IBOs. This is what I identify as emotional selling, where the IBO intentionally or unintentionally deploys his or her relationship with another party as a marketing tool to influence him to purchase the overpriced product in order to push sales figures to new heights. Why do I mention overpriced? Direct selling provides convienence to consumers by bringing the product right in front of them but that comes with a cost. The addition of a distributor network pushes up prices due to the inclusion of a third party between the producer and the consumer. Thus, it is not surprising to find the prices of products highly inflated relative to the production costs.
Even so, it is necessary to acknowledge the fact that this marketing and sales system has proven to produce magnificent profits for the firm with its line of products. However, this delusional success has been achieved at the expense of violating business ethics and principles. Philip Fisher wrote a book called "Conservative Investors Sleep Well", while I hope I can write "Ethical Businessmen Snore Loud" sometime in the future haha..
PS: I find it a pity that due to time constraint and mental strain serving in the Army, many arguments are not thoroughly developed and elaborated with valid, compelling examples. This load of crap would have failed as a GP essay, but I think it fits the criteria as an interesting read and a time killer. Anyway there is still SO much for me to learn, any idea how to compress 12 years of academic load into 2 years of personal learning? Accounting, Business and Economics integrated in a 2 year course. How does that sound to you?
Monday, December 08, 2008
What's my Answer?
What's my Answer?
Frankly speaking, the subject which I am tackling now is out of my circle of competence. My concern is not how big this circle is, but rather how well I have defined its perimeter. When the people I have spoken to are obsessed with the expected profits and ways to go about spending them in terms of overseas trips and luxurious goods I know we have different goals. We should do what we love to do and every single cent earned should be saved, not spent. I am not going to participate in this venture just for the sake of doing something, as holding on to cash is the default strategy. Furthermore, when the prospective partners are reluctant to share with me the inner workings of the business model including the downside risk especially, I believe they will be less forthcoming in other areas as well. Generally, I do not work with people whom I find it difficult to trust in. Thus there is no need for any cost-benefit analysis. Well, back to my search for opportunities.
Frankly speaking, the subject which I am tackling now is out of my circle of competence. My concern is not how big this circle is, but rather how well I have defined its perimeter. When the people I have spoken to are obsessed with the expected profits and ways to go about spending them in terms of overseas trips and luxurious goods I know we have different goals. We should do what we love to do and every single cent earned should be saved, not spent. I am not going to participate in this venture just for the sake of doing something, as holding on to cash is the default strategy. Furthermore, when the prospective partners are reluctant to share with me the inner workings of the business model including the downside risk especially, I believe they will be less forthcoming in other areas as well. Generally, I do not work with people whom I find it difficult to trust in. Thus there is no need for any cost-benefit analysis. Well, back to my search for opportunities.
Sunday, November 16, 2008
Cousin's Wedding
Cousin's Wedding
Attended my cousin's wedding on Friday which was held at ShangriLa hotel, Sentosa. Felt so happy for them... In the midst of the dinner a video was played to show the process of my cousin fetching his bride from her house and it was pretty entertaining.. I was touched by his declaration of love, and they simply looked great and blissful with love.. The dinner was nice, and I tried drinking wine again to "get used" to alcohol but to no avail.. My face was totally red and vision became blur right after a glass of red wine=X I am just a guy who can't drink, smoke or gamble haha.. This may sound boring to a great many, but it helped me save a great amount of money haha.. That's in addition to a cut in unnecessary consumer expenditure, which my tiny little economy needs right now:)
Attended my cousin's wedding on Friday which was held at ShangriLa hotel, Sentosa. Felt so happy for them... In the midst of the dinner a video was played to show the process of my cousin fetching his bride from her house and it was pretty entertaining.. I was touched by his declaration of love, and they simply looked great and blissful with love.. The dinner was nice, and I tried drinking wine again to "get used" to alcohol but to no avail.. My face was totally red and vision became blur right after a glass of red wine=X I am just a guy who can't drink, smoke or gamble haha.. This may sound boring to a great many, but it helped me save a great amount of money haha.. That's in addition to a cut in unnecessary consumer expenditure, which my tiny little economy needs right now:)
Wednesday, November 05, 2008
Friday, October 31, 2008
That will never happen.
That will never happen again.
It did not happen this year. Nor do I think it will at next year.
I made it happen last year. But think I am not going to make it happen this year.
I doubt I can make any bigger mistake than this for the rest of my life.
It did not happen this year. Nor do I think it will at next year.
I made it happen last year. But think I am not going to make it happen this year.
I doubt I can make any bigger mistake than this for the rest of my life.
If you are not with me, then you are my enemy! -- Anakin Skywalker
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
My Money Personality?
Your Money Personality is Tightwad |
 You don't spend money unless you absolutely have to. And when you do spend, you try to go for the cheapest option possible. You're not a penny pincher because you're poor. In fact, you may have the most cash of anyone you know. You're a true saver. You feel safest when you can watch your bank account grow. While more people should follow your lead, make sure you're not depriving yourself. Spend enough money to take care of yourself in the short term, so you'll be healthy and happy for the long term. |
Sunday, October 19, 2008
Memories
Reality
Let me savour this classic song note by note, word by word, for it brings back bittersweet memories. Dreams provide whatever reality fails to deliver, and I am thankful for this gift.
Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared
There was something special in the air.
Dreams are my reality
The only real kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be.
Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy.
If you do exist, honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true
Show me what to do
I feel something special about you.
Dreams are my reality
The only kind of reality
Maybe my foolishness has past
And maybe now at lastI'll see how a real thing can be.
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
And holding you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality.
Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true
Feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you.
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
Although it's only fantasy.
Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
And loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality.
Let me savour this classic song note by note, word by word, for it brings back bittersweet memories. Dreams provide whatever reality fails to deliver, and I am thankful for this gift.
Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Saw you standing there, I didn't know I cared
There was something special in the air.
Dreams are my reality
The only real kind of real fantasy
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
It seems as if it's meant to be.
Dreams are my reality
A different kind of reality
I dream of loving in the night
And loving seems alright
Although it's only fantasy.
If you do exist, honey don't resist
Show me a new way of loving
Tell me that it's true
Show me what to do
I feel something special about you.
Dreams are my reality
The only kind of reality
Maybe my foolishness has past
And maybe now at lastI'll see how a real thing can be.
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
I dream of holding you all night
And holding you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality.
Met you by surprise, I didn't realize
That my life would change forever
Tell me that it's true
Feelings that are cue
I feel something special about you.
Dreams are my reality
A wonderous world where I like to be
Illusions are a common thing
I try to live in dreams
Although it's only fantasy.
Dreams are my reality
I like to dream of you close to me
I dream of loving in the night
And loving you seems right
Perhaps that's my reality.
Saturday, October 18, 2008
Why?
Why?
One of the warrant officers said I looked angry and asked why. He should have known why.
Not just one, but several of my friends commented that I appear... emotionless and dead.
I wish I could tell them why, when I dun even know what's happening to myself.
Well at least the release of Jay's new album Capricorn lifted my spirits a little. As a fellow Capricornian, this title has a certain relevance to me haha.. Anyway, came across something interesting so I shall post it here...
Capricorn Personality
Capricorns are diligent, conscientious, hardworking and cautious, seldom allowing themselves any sort of permissiveness; this makes them among the most reliable people to work with. You endure hardship well and can be very tolerant, slogging your way up life's steepest climbs and climb you must. You are highly ambitious and will work your way up with patience and hard work - exactly like the mountain goat that represents your Zodiac sign. You have an admirable sense of discipline and a good head for managing finances. Most of you are self-contained and tend to carve your own way. Those who know you well will admire you for your sense of duty, your selflessness in service and your devotion. Although not exactly the centre of attraction at parties, you have a sense of humour that many find attractive. You are sure-footed and most of your productivity is the result of the confidence you bring to your work. You tend to spend far too much energy in being the achiever. You also tend to be moody and fairly self-destructive.
Capricorn Lover
Your ardent and incurabe romantic yearning for true love, which is checked by Saturn -- the stern planet of discipline. It commands you to be calm, practical and serious. To top it all your practicality and sensibility ensure that you snag the right partner in marriage who can be a good parent and do you proud. Those belonging to the zodiac signs of Taurus, Scorpio and Virgo will make good partners for Capricorns. Nevertheless, love for a stable home and loyalty towards the spouse are your primary concerns. Man or woman, Capricorns love their home, but they are reverent about family ties -- be these their own or the ones created with the partner. If you marry a Capri then be prepared to love your in-laws, no matter what. They seldom marry in haste and abhor divorce, but when it happens it is final.They are pretty good and strict parents always concerned with the best for their children's future.
Capricorn Professional
Capricorns make good business people. Shrewd and hardworking, it is unlikely that you will take any rash decisions. You are ambitious and even if you do not have a career of your own, you will make sure your spouse climbs the ladder. You are not up to too much competition and will work at your own pace and deliver the best you can. Capricorns will do well in the fields of academics, industry and even agriculture. Dealing with antiques is also a good profession for you. Money rarely comes to you as an unexpected windfall. It will come through hard work and it will come in a bit late. You should, however, settle down comfortably by the time you are in your early forties.
Capricorn Traveller
You love high places and blossom on mountains. Though you would love to go on a luxurious and comfortable holiday but you are equally frugal about spending money even on a holiday..and keep your expenses in check. Even on holiday you keep yourself disciplined and active; no overindulgence for you. You enjoy historical places and the romance surrounding them.
Capricorn Teen
The Capricorn lad will rarely find any leisure since he will be busy chalking out future plans. Serious by nature, he has no time for flippant socialising and has his mind on more important matters. Of course he doesn't want to be rude, but his passion for getting things done often makes him a little bossy. In his leisure time the Capricorn boy loves to indulge in competition, especially in sports, and he finds it very difficult to cope with defeat. For that he needs the support of his compatriots. One-to-one competition also appeals to him. Practical and reliable, he can be trusted with any new responsibility. At the end of the day, a Capricorn boy likes to be surrounded by the spoils of his success. He has been striving for it all through the day. Someday his toils will pay off and he will rule the world.
Anyway, gotta go back to my work, Carpe Diem!
One of the warrant officers said I looked angry and asked why. He should have known why.
Not just one, but several of my friends commented that I appear... emotionless and dead.
I wish I could tell them why, when I dun even know what's happening to myself.
Well at least the release of Jay's new album Capricorn lifted my spirits a little. As a fellow Capricornian, this title has a certain relevance to me haha.. Anyway, came across something interesting so I shall post it here...
Capricorn Personality
Capricorns are diligent, conscientious, hardworking and cautious, seldom allowing themselves any sort of permissiveness; this makes them among the most reliable people to work with. You endure hardship well and can be very tolerant, slogging your way up life's steepest climbs and climb you must. You are highly ambitious and will work your way up with patience and hard work - exactly like the mountain goat that represents your Zodiac sign. You have an admirable sense of discipline and a good head for managing finances. Most of you are self-contained and tend to carve your own way. Those who know you well will admire you for your sense of duty, your selflessness in service and your devotion. Although not exactly the centre of attraction at parties, you have a sense of humour that many find attractive. You are sure-footed and most of your productivity is the result of the confidence you bring to your work. You tend to spend far too much energy in being the achiever. You also tend to be moody and fairly self-destructive.
Capricorn Lover
Your ardent and incurabe romantic yearning for true love, which is checked by Saturn -- the stern planet of discipline. It commands you to be calm, practical and serious. To top it all your practicality and sensibility ensure that you snag the right partner in marriage who can be a good parent and do you proud. Those belonging to the zodiac signs of Taurus, Scorpio and Virgo will make good partners for Capricorns. Nevertheless, love for a stable home and loyalty towards the spouse are your primary concerns. Man or woman, Capricorns love their home, but they are reverent about family ties -- be these their own or the ones created with the partner. If you marry a Capri then be prepared to love your in-laws, no matter what. They seldom marry in haste and abhor divorce, but when it happens it is final.They are pretty good and strict parents always concerned with the best for their children's future.
Capricorn Professional
Capricorns make good business people. Shrewd and hardworking, it is unlikely that you will take any rash decisions. You are ambitious and even if you do not have a career of your own, you will make sure your spouse climbs the ladder. You are not up to too much competition and will work at your own pace and deliver the best you can. Capricorns will do well in the fields of academics, industry and even agriculture. Dealing with antiques is also a good profession for you. Money rarely comes to you as an unexpected windfall. It will come through hard work and it will come in a bit late. You should, however, settle down comfortably by the time you are in your early forties.
Capricorn Traveller
You love high places and blossom on mountains. Though you would love to go on a luxurious and comfortable holiday but you are equally frugal about spending money even on a holiday..and keep your expenses in check. Even on holiday you keep yourself disciplined and active; no overindulgence for you. You enjoy historical places and the romance surrounding them.
Capricorn Teen
The Capricorn lad will rarely find any leisure since he will be busy chalking out future plans. Serious by nature, he has no time for flippant socialising and has his mind on more important matters. Of course he doesn't want to be rude, but his passion for getting things done often makes him a little bossy. In his leisure time the Capricorn boy loves to indulge in competition, especially in sports, and he finds it very difficult to cope with defeat. For that he needs the support of his compatriots. One-to-one competition also appeals to him. Practical and reliable, he can be trusted with any new responsibility. At the end of the day, a Capricorn boy likes to be surrounded by the spoils of his success. He has been striving for it all through the day. Someday his toils will pay off and he will rule the world.
Anyway, gotta go back to my work, Carpe Diem!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
魔杰座
魔杰座 - 說好的幸福呢
說好的幸福呢 周杰伦
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散乱了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了却了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎麽了
你累了
说好的
幸福呢
我懂了
不说了
爱淡了
梦淹了
开心与不开心 一一叙说着
你在不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的
幸福呢
我错了
泪干了
放手了
后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着
要怎么停呢
說好的幸福呢 周杰伦
你的绘画凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散乱了
情绪莫名的拉扯
我还爱你呢
伴你断断续续唱着歌
假装没事了
时间过了走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了却了我哭了
一开始的不快乐
你用卡片拭写着
有些爱只给到这真的痛了
怎麽了
你累了
说好的
幸福呢
我懂了
不说了
爱淡了
梦淹了
开心与不开心 一一叙说着
你在不舍那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得
你不等了
说好的
幸福呢
我错了
泪干了
放手了
后悔了
只是回忆的音乐和还旋转着
要怎么停呢
Friday, September 19, 2008
Tip of the Iceberg
Tip of the Iceberg
Attended a 3 hour seminar conducted by the famous online trader, Conrad Alvin Lim at Adam Khoo Learning Techologies Group yesterday night.
Interestingly, I listened and enjoyed every minute of that 3 hours; unlike my naps during lectures in NJC=X
I also realized that what I have learnt so far is only the TIP OF THE ICEBERG.
However, that does not discourage me from learning EVEN MORE about the art and science of investing. The very thought of acquiring this essential life skill excites me! Like I said, its not about the money, but the fun of earning it purely from NOTHING=P (other than a laptop and a few clicks of the mouse)
Attended a 3 hour seminar conducted by the famous online trader, Conrad Alvin Lim at Adam Khoo Learning Techologies Group yesterday night.
Interestingly, I listened and enjoyed every minute of that 3 hours; unlike my naps during lectures in NJC=X
I also realized that what I have learnt so far is only the TIP OF THE ICEBERG.
However, that does not discourage me from learning EVEN MORE about the art and science of investing. The very thought of acquiring this essential life skill excites me! Like I said, its not about the money, but the fun of earning it purely from NOTHING=P (other than a laptop and a few clicks of the mouse)
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
Question #1
Question #1
When an average investor approaches you and asks you whether he should invest in stocks, bonds, unit trusts or REITs;
what is the best advice that you can give to an average investor?
"Don't be average."
When an average investor approaches you and asks you whether he should invest in stocks, bonds, unit trusts or REITs;
what is the best advice that you can give to an average investor?
"Don't be average."
Financial Firestorm
Financial Firestorm
The bankruptcy of Lehman Brothers, takeover of Merrill Lynch by Bank of America and crisis of American International Group threw the financial world into chaos.
It is pretty much obvious that Standard & Poor 500 is still on the downtrend without showing any signs of consolidation, mostly contributed by the negative market sentiment. Even though, the market has yet fallen to its median value as the P.E ratio is still at 24.3x and considered overpriced.
Hmm patience and discipline, I must have...
"Risk comes from not knowing what you are doing" - Warren Buffett
The bankruptcy of Lehman Brothers, takeover of Merrill Lynch by Bank of America and crisis of American International Group threw the financial world into chaos.
It is pretty much obvious that Standard & Poor 500 is still on the downtrend without showing any signs of consolidation, mostly contributed by the negative market sentiment. Even though, the market has yet fallen to its median value as the P.E ratio is still at 24.3x and considered overpriced.
Hmm patience and discipline, I must have...
"Risk comes from not knowing what you are doing" - Warren Buffett
Friday, September 05, 2008
Long Way
Long Way
My new learning journey has just started not too long ago. There is simply SO much to learn within the limited time span of 2 years. Hopefully by then I would have mastered the skills required and put them to good use. The age of 21 is such a common age limit for so many things. I used to be obsessed with efficiency but now I am taking a new interest in inefficiency, which is the very reason why others managed to achieve remarkable success.
Anyway, life is SISPEC Headquarters is really not bad. Not that kind which I really like, but guess I will get accustomed to it. Sometimes things dun go my way, but what matters is I learn to accept it and make the most out of it. Life is somehow similar to a game, where you experience ups and downs. Learn to accept the existence of 'bad' turns and it will seem alot less tough. I don't care if people find me childish despite being in the army, cause I live my life the way I want.
Its time to get rid of the Phantom menace.
My new learning journey has just started not too long ago. There is simply SO much to learn within the limited time span of 2 years. Hopefully by then I would have mastered the skills required and put them to good use. The age of 21 is such a common age limit for so many things. I used to be obsessed with efficiency but now I am taking a new interest in inefficiency, which is the very reason why others managed to achieve remarkable success.
Anyway, life is SISPEC Headquarters is really not bad. Not that kind which I really like, but guess I will get accustomed to it. Sometimes things dun go my way, but what matters is I learn to accept it and make the most out of it. Life is somehow similar to a game, where you experience ups and downs. Learn to accept the existence of 'bad' turns and it will seem alot less tough. I don't care if people find me childish despite being in the army, cause I live my life the way I want.
Its time to get rid of the Phantom menace.
Sunday, August 31, 2008
Irritated
Irritated
I dun really like it when people around me doubt my judgement. It's like, hello, I have probably read more and know more than you do on that particular subject and who do you think you are to tell me on what I should do with my own money. It's not as if I ASKED you how to manage my money in the first place. Likewise there's no need for you to tell me anyway. Bleah.
The definition for 'fear of losing' has changed for me, I realised. In the past way back to my childhood days it meant the fear of failure to achieve what I desired, top scorer in class for instance. The significance of this term changed when I was a teenager, when I interpreted it as the fear of losing something intangible like relationships and memories for example.
Something like losing my friendships just because I am not physically there with my loved ones in universities or my buddies in different army camps. I felt mere mobile communication wasn't enough; or worse still, if there's no mobile contact at all. Maybe having friends isn't such a good idea after all, because I will lose them anyway. The statement "We meet to part" is often very true.
I am still trying to register the idea of a higher being who created us, who loves us for simply being who we are and one who sacrificed for us. It sounds too good to be true. I am wary of believing again, especially when things went horribly wrong, way beyond my comprehension.
The brightest light casts the darkest shadow...
I dun really like it when people around me doubt my judgement. It's like, hello, I have probably read more and know more than you do on that particular subject and who do you think you are to tell me on what I should do with my own money. It's not as if I ASKED you how to manage my money in the first place. Likewise there's no need for you to tell me anyway. Bleah.
The definition for 'fear of losing' has changed for me, I realised. In the past way back to my childhood days it meant the fear of failure to achieve what I desired, top scorer in class for instance. The significance of this term changed when I was a teenager, when I interpreted it as the fear of losing something intangible like relationships and memories for example.
Something like losing my friendships just because I am not physically there with my loved ones in universities or my buddies in different army camps. I felt mere mobile communication wasn't enough; or worse still, if there's no mobile contact at all. Maybe having friends isn't such a good idea after all, because I will lose them anyway. The statement "We meet to part" is often very true.
I am still trying to register the idea of a higher being who created us, who loves us for simply being who we are and one who sacrificed for us. It sounds too good to be true. I am wary of believing again, especially when things went horribly wrong, way beyond my comprehension.
The brightest light casts the darkest shadow...
Friday, August 22, 2008
Approaching
Approaching
That day is approaching and there is nothing I can do to prevent it.
How I wish I could turn back time by just playing a piece of music, similar to what Jay Chou did in Secret.
So is it completely useless that I have learnt how to play that piece? I dun think so, at least I have found some comfort in music.
At least someone can provide more and make you happier than I do...
I believe the hardest thing to change in this world is the heart.
That day is approaching and there is nothing I can do to prevent it.
How I wish I could turn back time by just playing a piece of music, similar to what Jay Chou did in Secret.
So is it completely useless that I have learnt how to play that piece? I dun think so, at least I have found some comfort in music.
At least someone can provide more and make you happier than I do...
I believe the hardest thing to change in this world is the heart.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
I am _____.
I am _____.
Exciting event, and thanks to Darryl for bringing me there. The people there were so friendly and approachable:)
Under normal circumstances, people either like to seek pleasure or gain achievements, but one must understand that accomplishment of any of the things above can only bring temporary and not eternal satisfaction.
What is my purpose in life? Is there anything in this world worth living for? What will we do any of the things we value the most disappear from our lives? Is there anything that can stand the test of time?
I dunno, but I will never stop in seeking the truth...
Saturday, August 09, 2008
National Day
National Day
Singapore celebrates its 43th birthday today!!
As a young and able-bodied male who is currently serving National Service ever since 9th April, I have come to believe that today carries an extra special significance.
Why must I serve? The answer is simple. Because I want Singaporeans to be able to celebrate this day of every year; Sinagpore has come a long way to achieve the success which we enjoy today. And this wouldn't have been possible without an operationally ready force to protect the sovereignty and safeguard the dignity of our nation, our homeland.
During the university admission interview conducted by SMU earlier this year, one of the economics professor asked me if I would cross over to "greener pastures" should the opportunity arises. The other interviewees gave the "standard TYS" answers, citing the positive qualities of Singapore for instance good governance, clean environment and free from natural disasters.
To her question I simply replied, "Wherever I may go can never change the fact that I am from Singapore, and will always remain a Singaporean."
August 15th. The day when I shall wear my corporal rank. And wear it with pride. Ending this entry off with an entertaining video, so sit back and enjoy:)
Singapore celebrates its 43th birthday today!!
As a young and able-bodied male who is currently serving National Service ever since 9th April, I have come to believe that today carries an extra special significance.
Why must I serve? The answer is simple. Because I want Singaporeans to be able to celebrate this day of every year; Sinagpore has come a long way to achieve the success which we enjoy today. And this wouldn't have been possible without an operationally ready force to protect the sovereignty and safeguard the dignity of our nation, our homeland.
During the university admission interview conducted by SMU earlier this year, one of the economics professor asked me if I would cross over to "greener pastures" should the opportunity arises. The other interviewees gave the "standard TYS" answers, citing the positive qualities of Singapore for instance good governance, clean environment and free from natural disasters.
To her question I simply replied, "Wherever I may go can never change the fact that I am from Singapore, and will always remain a Singaporean."
August 15th. The day when I shall wear my corporal rank. And wear it with pride. Ending this entry off with an entertaining video, so sit back and enjoy:)
Saturday, August 02, 2008
Finally
Finally
Finally I can find some time for me to blog.
The previous weeks were the toughest times I experienced in my course so far. Before I continue, I would like to state that Echo company in SISPEC IS NOT SLACK AT ALL. There were countless times when I felt like giving up and wondered why am I here in the very first place. It is most fortunate that my section mates are most supportive and helpful, always showering me with words of encouragement. If it weren't for them, I have no idea how I could have overcome all these obstacles alone. Thanks guys!:)
Truthfully speaking, I was rather disappointed when I didn't make it to OCS when I received my posting order. However, things are different now. As time goes by, I realised that I am actually more suited to become a specialist instead. Interacting with people is one of the things I like to do and being a sergeant allows me to gain more opportunities to communicate and understand my men. This is what I want to and hope I can do. Moreover, to quote my staff sergeant: "Before you start thinking about becoming an officer, think whether you can be a good specialist first."
I agree with him completely.
Six months later, I finally mustered enough courage to read once again what was written on the letter. Only that this time round I managed to gain a deeper understanding of the true intention of the writer. My effort put in thinking through the nights in Pasir Laba camp, Mandai nature reserve and the forests of Pulau Tekong had finally paid off. I can see pieces of information falling nicely together to form a jigsaw puzzle. Alas, I really have no idea if any slightest trace of friendship can still be found in the aftermath of the moment of truth. The most painful emotion a person with pride can feel is shame. In any case, should the worst happen, I hope I will be mentally prepared to accept the consquences and shoulder the responsibilities.
Now that I have cleared the innermost doubt in my mind I can start preparations for achieving my dream:)
Finally I can find some time for me to blog.
The previous weeks were the toughest times I experienced in my course so far. Before I continue, I would like to state that Echo company in SISPEC IS NOT SLACK AT ALL. There were countless times when I felt like giving up and wondered why am I here in the very first place. It is most fortunate that my section mates are most supportive and helpful, always showering me with words of encouragement. If it weren't for them, I have no idea how I could have overcome all these obstacles alone. Thanks guys!:)
Truthfully speaking, I was rather disappointed when I didn't make it to OCS when I received my posting order. However, things are different now. As time goes by, I realised that I am actually more suited to become a specialist instead. Interacting with people is one of the things I like to do and being a sergeant allows me to gain more opportunities to communicate and understand my men. This is what I want to and hope I can do. Moreover, to quote my staff sergeant: "Before you start thinking about becoming an officer, think whether you can be a good specialist first."
I agree with him completely.
Six months later, I finally mustered enough courage to read once again what was written on the letter. Only that this time round I managed to gain a deeper understanding of the true intention of the writer. My effort put in thinking through the nights in Pasir Laba camp, Mandai nature reserve and the forests of Pulau Tekong had finally paid off. I can see pieces of information falling nicely together to form a jigsaw puzzle. Alas, I really have no idea if any slightest trace of friendship can still be found in the aftermath of the moment of truth. The most painful emotion a person with pride can feel is shame. In any case, should the worst happen, I hope I will be mentally prepared to accept the consquences and shoulder the responsibilities.
Now that I have cleared the innermost doubt in my mind I can start preparations for achieving my dream:)
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Idealistic Perfectionist
The Idealistic Perfectionist
Someone once remarked that I am too idealistic, which I discovered to be genuine after I did some soul searching during the night. I used to be a devout believer, one who put his quiet and yet resilient faith in this world, hoping that truth will always prevail and good will always triumph over evil. Values comprising courage, friendship, love and sincerity are inherent in every single human being or being instilled through daily experience and lessons. Instead, I stumbled upon the bricks of fear, prejudice, hatred and hypocrisy which pile up to form an inpenetrable barrier surrounding my heart.
I have seen people giving in to their fears by adopting passive behaviour;
I have seen people befriending others and expanding influence in order to achieve their own hidden agendas or whatever ulterior motives they might have;
I have seen people mistaking strong emotional dependence and irresponsible flirting through senseless bickering and mindless squabbling for love;
I have seen people pretending to be on friendly terms with one another on the surface while deep down they simply cannot wait to backstab the ones whom they had lunch with;
These logical reasoning brought me to this conclusion:
What I had believed in was nothing more than an illusion.
A life without a direction is like a ship sailing across the vicious waves in the midst of a raging thunderstorm on a dark and stormy night without the guidance of the lighthouse.
That's what I am. Lost. Trapped in the quicksand of time, the more I sacrifice to free myself out of this mess I only find myself sinking deeper into the abyss of darkness.
And where is the hand which is supposed to pull me out of this predicament?
Someone once remarked that I am too idealistic, which I discovered to be genuine after I did some soul searching during the night. I used to be a devout believer, one who put his quiet and yet resilient faith in this world, hoping that truth will always prevail and good will always triumph over evil. Values comprising courage, friendship, love and sincerity are inherent in every single human being or being instilled through daily experience and lessons. Instead, I stumbled upon the bricks of fear, prejudice, hatred and hypocrisy which pile up to form an inpenetrable barrier surrounding my heart.
I have seen people giving in to their fears by adopting passive behaviour;
I have seen people befriending others and expanding influence in order to achieve their own hidden agendas or whatever ulterior motives they might have;
I have seen people mistaking strong emotional dependence and irresponsible flirting through senseless bickering and mindless squabbling for love;
I have seen people pretending to be on friendly terms with one another on the surface while deep down they simply cannot wait to backstab the ones whom they had lunch with;
These logical reasoning brought me to this conclusion:
What I had believed in was nothing more than an illusion.
A life without a direction is like a ship sailing across the vicious waves in the midst of a raging thunderstorm on a dark and stormy night without the guidance of the lighthouse.
That's what I am. Lost. Trapped in the quicksand of time, the more I sacrifice to free myself out of this mess I only find myself sinking deeper into the abyss of darkness.
And where is the hand which is supposed to pull me out of this predicament?
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Earning My Stripes
Earning My Stripes
I will be on my way to earn my stripes tomorrow. A new phrase of my army life. Where I can meet new people and see old friends again:) However, I still relish the chance to "upgrade" my stripes to a bar by crossing over...
Having Endless Nights because I fear Sleeping Murder...
I will be on my way to earn my stripes tomorrow. A new phrase of my army life. Where I can meet new people and see old friends again:) However, I still relish the chance to "upgrade" my stripes to a bar by crossing over...
Having Endless Nights because I fear Sleeping Murder...
Saturday, June 21, 2008
End of Block Leave
End of Block Leave
Sometimes I just can't help but realise things can actually happen so quickly as my block leave is drawing to a close in a blink of an eye. Managed to catch a couple of soccer matches for Euro 2008 and I consider myself a fervent support of Portugal. It is a side with remarkable quality and mesmerising style of play. They did pretty well in the group stages to book a date with Germany in the quarter-finals but to my disappointment, they crashed out of the tournament in a match with a score of 2-3 to Germany yesterday. They were down by one goal in the dying minutes and yet they fought on till the very end and I admire them for that. The Germans earned a well deserved victory through their tactical play and should be able to go far in this tournament if they continue to play at this level...
Went for several outings such as cycling with octave at pasir ris, where I taught some of my grand juniors (juniors' juniors) how to cycle and it amazed me that I actually sweat more than my juniors who were learning to ride a bicycleXD Really glad to see that they are still so bonded and this is what makes octave and harmoc so special from the rest. And the usual singing sessions with NS and NJ buddies where I realised a worrying trend in my choice of songs=X Anyway this had been a short but exciting block leave, think NS actually teaches me how to cherish those who are around me, a kind of feeling which I already understand but is further reinforced by army life. Take care guys!(=
Friday, June 20, 2008
Posting Order
Posting Order
Your Posting Order is listed below:
1. You are posted to:
2. Your vocation is:
Your Posting Order is listed below:
1. You are posted to:
SISPEC.
(School of Infantry Specialists)
2. Your vocation is:
INF LDR.
(Infantry Leader)
It is to my pleasant surprise to know that my buddies are posted to SISPEC together with me(: Arh but my posting to SISPEC also suggests that there are more mountains for me to chiong and more forests for me to campXD Hope it will turn out to be a enriching and enjoyable experience!:)
Hey ya oh arh infantry arh, we are the men from Viper company arh!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Ideal Career
Ideal Career?
Your Career Type: Enterprising |
 You are energetic, ambitious, and sociable. Your talents lie in politics, leading people, and selling things or ideas. You would make an excellent: Auctioneer - Bank President - Camp Director City Manager - Judge - Lawyer Recreation Leader - Real Estate Agent - Sales Person School Principal - Travel Agent - TV Newscaster The worst career options for your are investigative careers, like mathematician or architect. |
Thursday, June 12, 2008
POP
POP
It's finally over!!! After 9 weeks of basic military training, I have completed my course at last and graduated from BMTC (Basic Military Training Centre) on 10th June!! Enjoy the pictures!!:)
Viper Warriors standing tall!
Can you spot my location?
With my Mom and Sis
Me, Yong Shun and Eugene---Best Brothers!!
Me and my buddy Jeremy with that pesky Yong Shun sneaking in from the side:p
Officer wannabes!
Sadistic Sergeant: Knock it down you "chao4" recruits!!
"V" is for Viper!
Me and Zhi Yuan aka Robot:P
Our commanders repaying their debts muahaha!
For Honour and Glory!
One arm push-up!
Strike at the enemy!
Thus this marks the end of my BMT, where I have had a most memorable experience and developed meaningful friendships:) Hope that my buddies and I can continue to see each other in command school! Remember to keep in touch guys!
There is a destiny that makes us brothers:
None goes his way alone:
All that we send into the lives of others
Comes back onto our own.
-Edwin Markham
Saturday, June 07, 2008
Above All
Above All
Air Force. Above all.
Sounds pretty cool. That's exactly the reason why I signed up for a career in the Air Force as a pilot several weeks ago. Went for computer test and medical review ever since then and to my surprise, I was offered a contract to join the Air Force as a pilot. Very attractive terms and benefits indeed, but I chose to reject it in the end because I do not wish to be tied down by any bonds. My true passion still lies in Economics, where I shall graduate from SMU and carve out a career in Investment Banking:) Thus I can't afford to sign on and I really wonder how I got selected out of 200 over people in the first place=x That's a really hard decision to make, and I am glad I have done it in the end=)
Gonna POP soon!!! Feels great to have completed BMT and overcoming every obstacle ranging from IPPT to SOC, but the most important thing I have gained from my 9 weeks is true friendship and the close bond I share with my section mates:) I really feel that they can be buddies for life cause we can click well haha... What's even better is that we all expressed interest in going to Command School and thus there is a chance that we can still end up together=) Been busy rehearsing for Passing Out Parade lately and standing still under the hot sun can prove to be physically exhausting, but like what I always like to say, it's still mind over matter... I shall execute every drill to the best of my ability so that I deserve the honour of accepting the jockey cap from my parents on the actual day itself.
To my all friends out there: Get ready to address me as Private Tan! (Though I still prefer Officer Cadet Trainee Tan lol)
Air Force. Above all.
Sounds pretty cool. That's exactly the reason why I signed up for a career in the Air Force as a pilot several weeks ago. Went for computer test and medical review ever since then and to my surprise, I was offered a contract to join the Air Force as a pilot. Very attractive terms and benefits indeed, but I chose to reject it in the end because I do not wish to be tied down by any bonds. My true passion still lies in Economics, where I shall graduate from SMU and carve out a career in Investment Banking:) Thus I can't afford to sign on and I really wonder how I got selected out of 200 over people in the first place=x That's a really hard decision to make, and I am glad I have done it in the end=)
Gonna POP soon!!! Feels great to have completed BMT and overcoming every obstacle ranging from IPPT to SOC, but the most important thing I have gained from my 9 weeks is true friendship and the close bond I share with my section mates:) I really feel that they can be buddies for life cause we can click well haha... What's even better is that we all expressed interest in going to Command School and thus there is a chance that we can still end up together=) Been busy rehearsing for Passing Out Parade lately and standing still under the hot sun can prove to be physically exhausting, but like what I always like to say, it's still mind over matter... I shall execute every drill to the best of my ability so that I deserve the honour of accepting the jockey cap from my parents on the actual day itself.
To my all friends out there: Get ready to address me as Private Tan! (Though I still prefer Officer Cadet Trainee Tan lol)
Saturday, May 31, 2008
Defining Limits
Defining Limits
I never considered myself a fast runner, my 2.4 km run timing has always stayed above the 11 minute mark. My previous 2.4 km timing during the first IPPT was 11:01, which I thought I have reached my limit already. However, I managed to break my 11 minute barrier by achieving a timing of 9:38 (gold timing being 9:44 and below) and this gave me a great sense of satisfaction:)
There is a lesson to be learnt from this incident, I realised.
I learnt that while there is a limit to the physical strength of an individual, the power of the mind is infinite. There were times I really felt like giving up during the run but my mind simply refused to yield. Maybe my willpower has been honed by the harshness of the environment in NS.
Passing IPPT allows me to qualify for command school and the fact that my entire section passed IPPT brought me even more joy:)
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Update
Update
Strange name for a blog entry title, but I dun really feel like thinking of one=X
That's it. I have made the decision. I shall express interest in going to command school. Preferably OCS (Officer Cadet School) but also alright with SISPEC (School of Infantry Specialists) ; where I will become an officer or sergeant upon graduation. Some people choose to aim for command school because of the salary or prestige, however none of these is my main motivation for commandership. My reason is simple. Being a commander allows me to contribute and serve the country to the best of my ability; the very thought of protecting my loved ones gives me the strength to carry on even under extremely difficult conditions. People are always more than ready to take the easy way out: Become men in a slack vocation and "geng" (feign illness) to pass the 2 years. I have nothing against that, it's just that I desire to achieve the best I can in whatever I do:)
Furthermore, I have decided to accept the offer by SMU School of Economics. Wanted to obtain a business degree initially as it will increase my employability but I decided I want to do something I really like. Thinking of getting a MBA in NUS upon graduation before trying for the Big Four or any other famous financial institution in Singapore. Missed the Tea with the Dean session at SMU today due to late book out:( Gotta ask my friend for the details of the session when I book in tomorrow. I can't help but feeling excited to know that there is a possibility we might become classmates in university:)
Oh yeah, the pilot computer test was kind of fun. Certain sections of the test were like arcade games and others required INTENSE levels of concentration and EXTREME levels of multi-tasking skill=X Still gotta go for a pilot medical checkup this coming week and MP selection test. Many things are happening lately and I just realised that POP (Passing Out Parade) is only about 2 weeks away... Experiencing a range of emotions right now; both happiness and sorrow... Happy in the sense that I am about to complete BMT (Basic Military Training) and sad because I am going to be separated from my buddies... Gonna put in my best effort for marching and footdrills so that my parents can see me march smartly on the Parade Square on June 10:) Shucks, Harmoc concert on June 9 so its impossible for me to go... Comments from my platoon mates about NJ Harmoc always never fail to brighten up my day:) But I never tell them about myself though, except the fact that I was from Harmoc in NJ. Nothing more than that, because I value truthful and honest remarks...
All I wanna do is find my way into honour and glory=)
Strange name for a blog entry title, but I dun really feel like thinking of one=X
That's it. I have made the decision. I shall express interest in going to command school. Preferably OCS (Officer Cadet School) but also alright with SISPEC (School of Infantry Specialists) ; where I will become an officer or sergeant upon graduation. Some people choose to aim for command school because of the salary or prestige, however none of these is my main motivation for commandership. My reason is simple. Being a commander allows me to contribute and serve the country to the best of my ability; the very thought of protecting my loved ones gives me the strength to carry on even under extremely difficult conditions. People are always more than ready to take the easy way out: Become men in a slack vocation and "geng" (feign illness) to pass the 2 years. I have nothing against that, it's just that I desire to achieve the best I can in whatever I do:)
Furthermore, I have decided to accept the offer by SMU School of Economics. Wanted to obtain a business degree initially as it will increase my employability but I decided I want to do something I really like. Thinking of getting a MBA in NUS upon graduation before trying for the Big Four or any other famous financial institution in Singapore. Missed the Tea with the Dean session at SMU today due to late book out:( Gotta ask my friend for the details of the session when I book in tomorrow. I can't help but feeling excited to know that there is a possibility we might become classmates in university:)
Oh yeah, the pilot computer test was kind of fun. Certain sections of the test were like arcade games and others required INTENSE levels of concentration and EXTREME levels of multi-tasking skill=X Still gotta go for a pilot medical checkup this coming week and MP selection test. Many things are happening lately and I just realised that POP (Passing Out Parade) is only about 2 weeks away... Experiencing a range of emotions right now; both happiness and sorrow... Happy in the sense that I am about to complete BMT (Basic Military Training) and sad because I am going to be separated from my buddies... Gonna put in my best effort for marching and footdrills so that my parents can see me march smartly on the Parade Square on June 10:) Shucks, Harmoc concert on June 9 so its impossible for me to go... Comments from my platoon mates about NJ Harmoc always never fail to brighten up my day:) But I never tell them about myself though, except the fact that I was from Harmoc in NJ. Nothing more than that, because I value truthful and honest remarks...
All I wanna do is find my way into honour and glory=)
Saturday, May 17, 2008
Decision Making
Decision Making
Well I guess the entry title says it all. Many tough decisions to be made, some in a week's time and some in a month's time. Both as a soldier and as a civilian.
As a civilian:
Got accepted for NTU Business and SMU Economics.
Difficult to make a choice, since NTU business school is no doubt the most established and experienced in Singapore and the region; while SMU school of economics boasts of providing an education modelled after top universities in the US. Furthermore, I am still waiting for a reply from NUS for Business. An additional choice may be available once I get accepted again and more headache too=X
As a soldier:
Signed up for pilot during Air Force recruitment talk and they asked me to sit for some computer test. Dun really understand why I am chosen instead of my other friends who are fitter than me. In addition there is also a Military Police (MP) interview next week, not sure how I got shortlisted when I never even express any interest in it before=S Sounds quite fun though, wonder if I will get to wear the police uniform, that would be extremely cool man...
Hmm guess I will need a few days to think it through... Sounds a bit random, but I have had the happiest dream in my life so far during last night... Cant really remember the details but I roughly get the whole picture... Though its realistically impossible for me to fulfil that wonderful dream, I am contented for being able to experience it... Sometimes I really like dreams because they can fill up the gaps which make reality incomplete... Maybe certain things can only exist and survive in dreams and not in reality... Sounds like some 'chim' theory, but it is actually very simple... I know I am not supposed to and shouldn't dream by this point of time but sometimes I really can't help it... There are some things you can't change instantly, it takes time, and for me it seems like an eternity... Sorry to my readers if you all dun understand what I am talking about, you all dun have to understand so dun worry... I just need to talk to someone or something (like this blog) to express how I feel and I dun wish to bother my friends with my unimportant concerns. I like blogging in this particular manner because I feel relieved and better after that (at least for the moment). Okay think I am really spouting some senseless nonsense here already so might as well stop here before I confuse my friends and readers even further...
Well I guess the entry title says it all. Many tough decisions to be made, some in a week's time and some in a month's time. Both as a soldier and as a civilian.
As a civilian:
Got accepted for NTU Business and SMU Economics.
Difficult to make a choice, since NTU business school is no doubt the most established and experienced in Singapore and the region; while SMU school of economics boasts of providing an education modelled after top universities in the US. Furthermore, I am still waiting for a reply from NUS for Business. An additional choice may be available once I get accepted again and more headache too=X
As a soldier:
Signed up for pilot during Air Force recruitment talk and they asked me to sit for some computer test. Dun really understand why I am chosen instead of my other friends who are fitter than me. In addition there is also a Military Police (MP) interview next week, not sure how I got shortlisted when I never even express any interest in it before=S Sounds quite fun though, wonder if I will get to wear the police uniform, that would be extremely cool man...
Hmm guess I will need a few days to think it through... Sounds a bit random, but I have had the happiest dream in my life so far during last night... Cant really remember the details but I roughly get the whole picture... Though its realistically impossible for me to fulfil that wonderful dream, I am contented for being able to experience it... Sometimes I really like dreams because they can fill up the gaps which make reality incomplete... Maybe certain things can only exist and survive in dreams and not in reality... Sounds like some 'chim' theory, but it is actually very simple... I know I am not supposed to and shouldn't dream by this point of time but sometimes I really can't help it... There are some things you can't change instantly, it takes time, and for me it seems like an eternity... Sorry to my readers if you all dun understand what I am talking about, you all dun have to understand so dun worry... I just need to talk to someone or something (like this blog) to express how I feel and I dun wish to bother my friends with my unimportant concerns. I like blogging in this particular manner because I feel relieved and better after that (at least for the moment). Okay think I am really spouting some senseless nonsense here already so might as well stop here before I confuse my friends and readers even further...
Sunday, May 04, 2008
College Day
College Day
Attended NJC 39th College Day as an award recipient yesterday... Maybe its because of army, I made the effort to reach NJ before 4.15pm in order to attend the briefing on time by taking a cab and only to realise that it didn't matter whether I was punctual or not=X The briefing was merely attendance taking and following the instructions written on the sheet of paper... Never mind about that anyway...
Saw some people I know but they couldn't recognise me. Do I really look different when I am botak? Perhaps so. I usually like to walk around the school premises whenever I get the chance to visit my former school, recalling past memories and savouring the sweet moments I have had in there. I felt something when I visited RVPS, I felt something when I went Cat High, but sadly I was emotionless when I walked around NJ. Maybe I did feel a bit different whenever I walked past LT3, where I used to conduct harmoc practices, but nothing more than that.
Still remembered what Liyan messaged me: Enjoy the moment of fame when you received the award on stage. To tell the truth, the medal and certificate mean nothing to me at all. I know that many years down the road some people will remember me or some will just simply forget me, but for those who do; I would like to be remembered NOT as the president who led the band to attain the Gold with Honours, but rather the one whom went through all the shit and did his best for everyone. If people remember me for my achievements, I would rather they forget me like how they forget to complete their Math tutorials.
Alright, gotta book in soon, so I gonna stop here again...
Attended NJC 39th College Day as an award recipient yesterday... Maybe its because of army, I made the effort to reach NJ before 4.15pm in order to attend the briefing on time by taking a cab and only to realise that it didn't matter whether I was punctual or not=X The briefing was merely attendance taking and following the instructions written on the sheet of paper... Never mind about that anyway...
Saw some people I know but they couldn't recognise me. Do I really look different when I am botak? Perhaps so. I usually like to walk around the school premises whenever I get the chance to visit my former school, recalling past memories and savouring the sweet moments I have had in there. I felt something when I visited RVPS, I felt something when I went Cat High, but sadly I was emotionless when I walked around NJ. Maybe I did feel a bit different whenever I walked past LT3, where I used to conduct harmoc practices, but nothing more than that.
Still remembered what Liyan messaged me: Enjoy the moment of fame when you received the award on stage. To tell the truth, the medal and certificate mean nothing to me at all. I know that many years down the road some people will remember me or some will just simply forget me, but for those who do; I would like to be remembered NOT as the president who led the band to attain the Gold with Honours, but rather the one whom went through all the shit and did his best for everyone. If people remember me for my achievements, I would rather they forget me like how they forget to complete their Math tutorials.
Alright, gotta book in soon, so I gonna stop here again...
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Let Freedom Ring
Let Freedom Ring
Confinement's over!!! Woah it was pretty unbearable for me, cause its my first time I am away from home for such a long period of time... Days sure crawled slowly in Tekong...
Read Alvin's blog several minutes ago and I felt quite touched, I never knew I was considered part of his 'true friends' gang together with ade and shi jun... Yup I agree with his 'frequency theory', I find it easy to connect with people who possess the same thinking as me..
During my days in Tekong I missed alot of people, especially my family, buddies and harmoc ppl... I wasn't that upset over all the physical training and lack of personal freedom in there, in fact I enjoyed the morning runs cause it helped to freshen me up:)
"Why must we serve? Why must we serve?"
"Because we love our land, and we want it to be free, to be free, YA!"
Confinement's over!!! Woah it was pretty unbearable for me, cause its my first time I am away from home for such a long period of time... Days sure crawled slowly in Tekong...
Read Alvin's blog several minutes ago and I felt quite touched, I never knew I was considered part of his 'true friends' gang together with ade and shi jun... Yup I agree with his 'frequency theory', I find it easy to connect with people who possess the same thinking as me..
During my days in Tekong I missed alot of people, especially my family, buddies and harmoc ppl... I wasn't that upset over all the physical training and lack of personal freedom in there, in fact I enjoyed the morning runs cause it helped to freshen me up:)
"Why must we serve? Why must we serve?"
"Because we love our land, and we want it to be free, to be free, YA!"
Tuesday, April 08, 2008
NS Enlistment
NS Enlistment
Tomorrow's the day...
Nope, its not freaking me out like what it did to others...
Somehow, I actually look forward to it...
Cause its a great opportunity for me to experience and learn new things...
To grow both physically and psychologically...
To forge meaningful and everlasting friendships...
Many thanks to friends who accompanied me during the past few days...
And I promise myself I will make the most out of it.
Tomorrow's the day...
Nope, its not freaking me out like what it did to others...
Somehow, I actually look forward to it...
Cause its a great opportunity for me to experience and learn new things...
To grow both physically and psychologically...
To forge meaningful and everlasting friendships...
Many thanks to friends who accompanied me during the past few days...
And I promise myself I will make the most out of it.
Tuesday, April 01, 2008
Blue or Red?
Blue or Red?
Your Vote Score: 20% Republican, 80% Democrat |
 You fit well with the Democrat party, and you should almost definitely vote Democrat this election. In fact, you're so strongly Democrat, a political career (or at least some activism )may be in your future. |
Sunday, March 30, 2008
SMU Interview
SMU Interview
Hmm I shall blog about smu interview... Intriguing questions were raised and I thought I crapped my way through it, like how I bluffed my way through my PW=x But think that the judges were much more intelligent to be fooled by my 'interesting' answers argh... However I guess the highlight of the interview was the fierce debate between me and the other candidate over a subject which most young people are probably pretty apathetic about---Politics. Enjoyed this kind of intellectual exchange rather than senseless gossiping which only serve to poison relations along different individuals...
Feelings? Hope for the best, but expect the worst...
Hmm I shall blog about smu interview... Intriguing questions were raised and I thought I crapped my way through it, like how I bluffed my way through my PW=x But think that the judges were much more intelligent to be fooled by my 'interesting' answers argh... However I guess the highlight of the interview was the fierce debate between me and the other candidate over a subject which most young people are probably pretty apathetic about---Politics. Enjoyed this kind of intellectual exchange rather than senseless gossiping which only serve to poison relations along different individuals...
Feelings? Hope for the best, but expect the worst...
Monday, March 24, 2008
Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes it really saddens to me watch with my own eyes how things have changed.
Sometimes I just wish I could have done more to prevent all these things from happening.
Or maybe prevent all these things from happening by NOT doing it.
Passion. It has always being there from the beginning till now, just that I dun really have the strength and heart to go on. Cos its quite impossible to do anything that I wished... Understood a new philosophy: Sometimes you gain more when you lose something.
Ironic, isn't it?
Sometimes it really saddens to me watch with my own eyes how things have changed.
Sometimes I just wish I could have done more to prevent all these things from happening.
Or maybe prevent all these things from happening by NOT doing it.
Passion. It has always being there from the beginning till now, just that I dun really have the strength and heart to go on. Cos its quite impossible to do anything that I wished... Understood a new philosophy: Sometimes you gain more when you lose something.
Ironic, isn't it?
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Breather
Breather
Finally there is time for me to blog again:)
Been pretty busy with all the open house, university applications and fruitful discussions with my friends... Went out with Brandon, Enrico and Vincent(Chan) yesterday to have dinner at a japanese restaurant in cineleisure, kudos to eric for sacrificing himself by having jap food after returning from japan=p Had a lot of fun talking about special characteristics of several faculties in universities lol.. Also about Eric's random history, Vincent's owning grades and how Brandon and I think alike in our university application:) Vincent went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to see a friend off afterwards so the remaining three of us took a stroll along Orchard Road before deciding to pay the arcade at dhoby ghaut a visit. A really good place to destress and forget your troubles for the time being... By that time I almost couldn't take it anymore, cause I was already having fever that afternoon.. Luckily I appeared healthy enough to avoid detection from my parents when I told them I was going out:) We seldom get the chance to meet up so of course die die also must go haha! But seriously I was in a confused state when I got home, could hear myself calling out names throughout the night.. Can't remember what I said and dun bother trying to recall lol.. I felt as though my whole body was on fire, quite sure my temperature reached 40 degrees at some point of the time=X
However I was slightly better when I woke up this morning:) Went to NJ to settle some admin stuff and saw several of my juniors: Kim Yong, Wee Siang and Keng Yi... Only talked to them for a short while due to time constraint.. Felt the school was abit empty but later got to know from the canteen drink stall auntie that the school is having enrichment week now.. Met up with Vincent(Lim) after we were done with our stuff at Orchard to have a meal together.. Oh my he made army life in NS sound so fun and exciting lol! And we applied for the same courses too haha:) Went shopping for clothes at Far East Plaza, hmm the prices at the shop are really not bad I must say.. It was then I realised how fat I have become=X Anyway we visited kino and read a NS comic thats really funny.. We both having dinner at home, so went back shortly after that..
Though I was down with an illness and busy with uni application for the past few days; I really enjoyed them cause I got the luxury of spending some quality time with my best friends.. Sometimes I am really scared of losing these friends just because we dun really get the chance to meet up during my two hectic years at NJ, but its good to know that they are always around you, especially when you need their company... A true friend is one who comforts you and helps you to think of possible solutions when you get lousy results and not one who merely throws a few words of sympathy and leaving you to suffer alone. A true friend is not one who will only be concerned about his or her fantastic grades and too busy to be bothered about those who had done badly. Alright guess I will need more rest now, so I shall stop here...
Finally there is time for me to blog again:)
Been pretty busy with all the open house, university applications and fruitful discussions with my friends... Went out with Brandon, Enrico and Vincent(Chan) yesterday to have dinner at a japanese restaurant in cineleisure, kudos to eric for sacrificing himself by having jap food after returning from japan=p Had a lot of fun talking about special characteristics of several faculties in universities lol.. Also about Eric's random history, Vincent's owning grades and how Brandon and I think alike in our university application:) Vincent went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to see a friend off afterwards so the remaining three of us took a stroll along Orchard Road before deciding to pay the arcade at dhoby ghaut a visit. A really good place to destress and forget your troubles for the time being... By that time I almost couldn't take it anymore, cause I was already having fever that afternoon.. Luckily I appeared healthy enough to avoid detection from my parents when I told them I was going out:) We seldom get the chance to meet up so of course die die also must go haha! But seriously I was in a confused state when I got home, could hear myself calling out names throughout the night.. Can't remember what I said and dun bother trying to recall lol.. I felt as though my whole body was on fire, quite sure my temperature reached 40 degrees at some point of the time=X
However I was slightly better when I woke up this morning:) Went to NJ to settle some admin stuff and saw several of my juniors: Kim Yong, Wee Siang and Keng Yi... Only talked to them for a short while due to time constraint.. Felt the school was abit empty but later got to know from the canteen drink stall auntie that the school is having enrichment week now.. Met up with Vincent(Lim) after we were done with our stuff at Orchard to have a meal together.. Oh my he made army life in NS sound so fun and exciting lol! And we applied for the same courses too haha:) Went shopping for clothes at Far East Plaza, hmm the prices at the shop are really not bad I must say.. It was then I realised how fat I have become=X Anyway we visited kino and read a NS comic thats really funny.. We both having dinner at home, so went back shortly after that..
Though I was down with an illness and busy with uni application for the past few days; I really enjoyed them cause I got the luxury of spending some quality time with my best friends.. Sometimes I am really scared of losing these friends just because we dun really get the chance to meet up during my two hectic years at NJ, but its good to know that they are always around you, especially when you need their company... A true friend is one who comforts you and helps you to think of possible solutions when you get lousy results and not one who merely throws a few words of sympathy and leaving you to suffer alone. A true friend is not one who will only be concerned about his or her fantastic grades and too busy to be bothered about those who had done badly. Alright guess I will need more rest now, so I shall stop here...
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Rewind
Rewind
I am so sick of you acting as if nothing had happened.
Why cant you understand that things will never be the same anymore?
The excuse was just an attempt to avoid something which you dread doing.
Because you do not require two people to complete a task which one can accomplish.
I am growing up and becoming more mature, so should you.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Sleepless Night
Sleepless Night
Shall blog about Harmoc Camp 08 which started yesterday and ended today. The J2s kindly invited the seniors back to watch our very own talentine, which was actually a mini competition in conjunction with their preparation for the upcoming concert in June at the Esplanade Recital Studio. Felt honoured to attend the concert as one of the judges and I was pleased by overall standard of the newcomers. Can sense that the juniors really put in a lot of hard work to deliver wonderful and entertaining performances:)
Night games were pretty fun too! I was assigned to become one of the station masters for nightwalk by Norman several minutes beforehand=X But luckily I managed to conduct the session quite well haha... Had TONS of fun attempting to scare my juniors with my secret weapon: Rubber Snake. Its pretty amazing how a mere harmless rubber snake can scare the living daylights out of some juniors; especially a few which I will not name (hint: the very tall guy) in order to avoid any further embarrassment to them:P
Played several card games and RISK with the juniors throughout the night... The RISK game was simply thrilling as many players compete with each other for the right to dominate this planet... Must really say that Wee Xiang, Jing Kai, Eugene and Yun Ting were great players and also an inexhaustible source of entertainment:D Watched Jay's 2007 Taipei Concert with Jing Kai, Alvin and Shi Rui after the RISK game... I must say Jay is very talented and his singing in live concerts has improved! Before I forget, thanks to Shi Rui for helping me to pass the two dollars to the J2 guys:)
Alright feeling sleepy now, shall stop here ba...
Friday, March 07, 2008
Aftermath
Aftermath
What a fitting name to describe this fateful day.
Getting unsatisfactory results really stings and hurts.
Well, at least I didnt see what I dun wish to see.
Thats all.
What a fitting name to describe this fateful day.
Getting unsatisfactory results really stings and hurts.
Well, at least I didnt see what I dun wish to see.
Thats all.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Blue Storm
Blue Storm
亘古长夜
善恶交接
我终於懂得流眼泪
洪荒世界
百分之七十都是水
湛蓝的
旷野
在海平面渴望满月
於是我终於学会告解
弥赛亚被世人误解
被分类
爱恨
从此敌对
From Jay's 蓝色风暴, pretty cool huh?
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Courage
Courage
I really need courage to face what is coming my way on friday.
The next few days shall be spent on preparing myself for it.
Will there still be a chance? I am not sure. But I still choose to be optimistic, as it will make the rest of the journey a whole lot easier.
I really need courage to face what is coming my way on friday.
The next few days shall be spent on preparing myself for it.
Will there still be a chance? I am not sure. But I still choose to be optimistic, as it will make the rest of the journey a whole lot easier.
Friday, February 29, 2008
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Results
Results Coming Soon?
That day is approaching, whether I like it or not. Seriously I dun think I am going to do well for it. Realised it was because I did not get my priorities right. In short, I just wasn't concentrating on the things which I was supposed to be focussing on. Even though I told myself many many many times that I must do the right things at the right time.. Used to think I use my head more than my heart, but I was terribly wrong... Anyway too late for any regrets now. Will just have to see what I can do to minimise the damage to my parents; cos I am the only son and my dad is eldest in the family... Can almost hear them saying things like:
You are our only Hope!
The future of the Tan Family depends on you!
You are the most intelligent in your generation so you are sure to be able to make it!
Feeling very irresponsible now. I dun really wish to see their disappointed faces. But I will still love them. At the very least they care about me. Some of my friends too. For my "friends" who do not really know how to appreciate or care about me, I would prefer that you do not ask me regarding my results when that day comes. Still, I believe I can survive this coming ordeal. In one way or another.
That day is approaching, whether I like it or not. Seriously I dun think I am going to do well for it. Realised it was because I did not get my priorities right. In short, I just wasn't concentrating on the things which I was supposed to be focussing on. Even though I told myself many many many times that I must do the right things at the right time.. Used to think I use my head more than my heart, but I was terribly wrong... Anyway too late for any regrets now. Will just have to see what I can do to minimise the damage to my parents; cos I am the only son and my dad is eldest in the family... Can almost hear them saying things like:
You are our only Hope!
The future of the Tan Family depends on you!
You are the most intelligent in your generation so you are sure to be able to make it!
Feeling very irresponsible now. I dun really wish to see their disappointed faces. But I will still love them. At the very least they care about me. Some of my friends too. For my "friends" who do not really know how to appreciate or care about me, I would prefer that you do not ask me regarding my results when that day comes. Still, I believe I can survive this coming ordeal. In one way or another.
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
Puzzled
Puzzled
I dun get it. Even after I had sent an email criticizing their irresponsible act; I still got chosen as one of the best three team leaders and was given an award (which was actually a book).
I dun get it. Even after I had sent an email criticizing their irresponsible act; I still got chosen as one of the best three team leaders and was given an award (which was actually a book).
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Change the World
Change the World
Went to the arcade at AMK and played several games with my harmoc+cat high juniors=) They were Eugene, Kim Yong and Wei Xiang.. We went to watch "L-Change the World" afterwards.. The movie was not as exciting or thrilling as Death Note but I liked it because it had many different elements in it: Comedy, Action, Horror etc...
The way L babysit the kids was simply hilarious lol.. Several scenes in the movie were not meant for the faint-hearted.. Really too disgusting, I must say.. Poor Kim Yong was eating his bread when those pictures came out=X Well, the audience also got the chance to see the rather "physically-challenged" L pulling off some fantastic stunts like jumping onto a moving plane or stopping a moving plane from crashing into the control tower.. Overall a great movie:)
Had a nice chat with they all and they even asked me to go back on tuesday haha!! Can't wait to meet them and the rest of my juniors this tuesday haha:D
Went to the arcade at AMK and played several games with my harmoc+cat high juniors=) They were Eugene, Kim Yong and Wei Xiang.. We went to watch "L-Change the World" afterwards.. The movie was not as exciting or thrilling as Death Note but I liked it because it had many different elements in it: Comedy, Action, Horror etc...
The way L babysit the kids was simply hilarious lol.. Several scenes in the movie were not meant for the faint-hearted.. Really too disgusting, I must say.. Poor Kim Yong was eating his bread when those pictures came out=X Well, the audience also got the chance to see the rather "physically-challenged" L pulling off some fantastic stunts like jumping onto a moving plane or stopping a moving plane from crashing into the control tower.. Overall a great movie:)
Had a nice chat with they all and they even asked me to go back on tuesday haha!! Can't wait to meet them and the rest of my juniors this tuesday haha:D
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Valentine
Valentine's Day
A tiring, but nevertheless fun and exciting day:)
Love: Chemistry or Biology?
I would say it's GP.
A tiring, but nevertheless fun and exciting day:)
Love: Chemistry or Biology?
I would say it's GP.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Photography
Photography
I am never considered a "camera" person. Be it taking or being taken, I have never expressed any particular interest in any of the above. Yet my new assignment requires me to take at least 50 photos per day in places which I regard as "No Man's Land".
The job was tougher than what I had imagined. Singapore can seem surprisingly big even though its actually no bigger than a tiny red dot on the world map. It's a test of determination and endurance; the determination to accomplish my task and the endurance to complete my journey. And I am proud to declare that I have improved in both aspects:)
Today was the record-breaking day; I took 97 photos of industrial buildings in Senoko, which is situated in the far north. Felt immensely tired but satisfied on my way home on the bus. Made a couple of new friends too, though not very familiar with them yet...
Hmm think that I am some kind of workaholic, must find something to do if not will get bored easily haha.. No wonder it is said that my horoscope (Capricorn) values career above everything else; I used to think otherwise but it seems like the prediction is coming true now lol=p
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