SMU Interview
Hmm I shall blog about smu interview... Intriguing questions were raised and I thought I crapped my way through it, like how I bluffed my way through my PW=x But think that the judges were much more intelligent to be fooled by my 'interesting' answers argh... However I guess the highlight of the interview was the fierce debate between me and the other candidate over a subject which most young people are probably pretty apathetic about---Politics. Enjoyed this kind of intellectual exchange rather than senseless gossiping which only serve to poison relations along different individuals...
Feelings? Hope for the best, but expect the worst...
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Monday, March 24, 2008
Sometimes
Sometimes
Sometimes it really saddens to me watch with my own eyes how things have changed.
Sometimes I just wish I could have done more to prevent all these things from happening.
Or maybe prevent all these things from happening by NOT doing it.
Passion. It has always being there from the beginning till now, just that I dun really have the strength and heart to go on. Cos its quite impossible to do anything that I wished... Understood a new philosophy: Sometimes you gain more when you lose something.
Ironic, isn't it?
Sometimes it really saddens to me watch with my own eyes how things have changed.
Sometimes I just wish I could have done more to prevent all these things from happening.
Or maybe prevent all these things from happening by NOT doing it.
Passion. It has always being there from the beginning till now, just that I dun really have the strength and heart to go on. Cos its quite impossible to do anything that I wished... Understood a new philosophy: Sometimes you gain more when you lose something.
Ironic, isn't it?
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Breather
Breather
Finally there is time for me to blog again:)
Been pretty busy with all the open house, university applications and fruitful discussions with my friends... Went out with Brandon, Enrico and Vincent(Chan) yesterday to have dinner at a japanese restaurant in cineleisure, kudos to eric for sacrificing himself by having jap food after returning from japan=p Had a lot of fun talking about special characteristics of several faculties in universities lol.. Also about Eric's random history, Vincent's owning grades and how Brandon and I think alike in our university application:) Vincent went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to see a friend off afterwards so the remaining three of us took a stroll along Orchard Road before deciding to pay the arcade at dhoby ghaut a visit. A really good place to destress and forget your troubles for the time being... By that time I almost couldn't take it anymore, cause I was already having fever that afternoon.. Luckily I appeared healthy enough to avoid detection from my parents when I told them I was going out:) We seldom get the chance to meet up so of course die die also must go haha! But seriously I was in a confused state when I got home, could hear myself calling out names throughout the night.. Can't remember what I said and dun bother trying to recall lol.. I felt as though my whole body was on fire, quite sure my temperature reached 40 degrees at some point of the time=X
However I was slightly better when I woke up this morning:) Went to NJ to settle some admin stuff and saw several of my juniors: Kim Yong, Wee Siang and Keng Yi... Only talked to them for a short while due to time constraint.. Felt the school was abit empty but later got to know from the canteen drink stall auntie that the school is having enrichment week now.. Met up with Vincent(Lim) after we were done with our stuff at Orchard to have a meal together.. Oh my he made army life in NS sound so fun and exciting lol! And we applied for the same courses too haha:) Went shopping for clothes at Far East Plaza, hmm the prices at the shop are really not bad I must say.. It was then I realised how fat I have become=X Anyway we visited kino and read a NS comic thats really funny.. We both having dinner at home, so went back shortly after that..
Though I was down with an illness and busy with uni application for the past few days; I really enjoyed them cause I got the luxury of spending some quality time with my best friends.. Sometimes I am really scared of losing these friends just because we dun really get the chance to meet up during my two hectic years at NJ, but its good to know that they are always around you, especially when you need their company... A true friend is one who comforts you and helps you to think of possible solutions when you get lousy results and not one who merely throws a few words of sympathy and leaving you to suffer alone. A true friend is not one who will only be concerned about his or her fantastic grades and too busy to be bothered about those who had done badly. Alright guess I will need more rest now, so I shall stop here...
Finally there is time for me to blog again:)
Been pretty busy with all the open house, university applications and fruitful discussions with my friends... Went out with Brandon, Enrico and Vincent(Chan) yesterday to have dinner at a japanese restaurant in cineleisure, kudos to eric for sacrificing himself by having jap food after returning from japan=p Had a lot of fun talking about special characteristics of several faculties in universities lol.. Also about Eric's random history, Vincent's owning grades and how Brandon and I think alike in our university application:) Vincent went to Tiong Bahru Plaza to see a friend off afterwards so the remaining three of us took a stroll along Orchard Road before deciding to pay the arcade at dhoby ghaut a visit. A really good place to destress and forget your troubles for the time being... By that time I almost couldn't take it anymore, cause I was already having fever that afternoon.. Luckily I appeared healthy enough to avoid detection from my parents when I told them I was going out:) We seldom get the chance to meet up so of course die die also must go haha! But seriously I was in a confused state when I got home, could hear myself calling out names throughout the night.. Can't remember what I said and dun bother trying to recall lol.. I felt as though my whole body was on fire, quite sure my temperature reached 40 degrees at some point of the time=X
However I was slightly better when I woke up this morning:) Went to NJ to settle some admin stuff and saw several of my juniors: Kim Yong, Wee Siang and Keng Yi... Only talked to them for a short while due to time constraint.. Felt the school was abit empty but later got to know from the canteen drink stall auntie that the school is having enrichment week now.. Met up with Vincent(Lim) after we were done with our stuff at Orchard to have a meal together.. Oh my he made army life in NS sound so fun and exciting lol! And we applied for the same courses too haha:) Went shopping for clothes at Far East Plaza, hmm the prices at the shop are really not bad I must say.. It was then I realised how fat I have become=X Anyway we visited kino and read a NS comic thats really funny.. We both having dinner at home, so went back shortly after that..
Though I was down with an illness and busy with uni application for the past few days; I really enjoyed them cause I got the luxury of spending some quality time with my best friends.. Sometimes I am really scared of losing these friends just because we dun really get the chance to meet up during my two hectic years at NJ, but its good to know that they are always around you, especially when you need their company... A true friend is one who comforts you and helps you to think of possible solutions when you get lousy results and not one who merely throws a few words of sympathy and leaving you to suffer alone. A true friend is not one who will only be concerned about his or her fantastic grades and too busy to be bothered about those who had done badly. Alright guess I will need more rest now, so I shall stop here...
Sunday, March 16, 2008
Thursday, March 13, 2008
Rewind
Rewind
I am so sick of you acting as if nothing had happened.
Why cant you understand that things will never be the same anymore?
The excuse was just an attempt to avoid something which you dread doing.
Because you do not require two people to complete a task which one can accomplish.
I am growing up and becoming more mature, so should you.
Tuesday, March 11, 2008
Sleepless Night
Sleepless Night
Shall blog about Harmoc Camp 08 which started yesterday and ended today. The J2s kindly invited the seniors back to watch our very own talentine, which was actually a mini competition in conjunction with their preparation for the upcoming concert in June at the Esplanade Recital Studio. Felt honoured to attend the concert as one of the judges and I was pleased by overall standard of the newcomers. Can sense that the juniors really put in a lot of hard work to deliver wonderful and entertaining performances:)
Night games were pretty fun too! I was assigned to become one of the station masters for nightwalk by Norman several minutes beforehand=X But luckily I managed to conduct the session quite well haha... Had TONS of fun attempting to scare my juniors with my secret weapon: Rubber Snake. Its pretty amazing how a mere harmless rubber snake can scare the living daylights out of some juniors; especially a few which I will not name (hint: the very tall guy) in order to avoid any further embarrassment to them:P
Played several card games and RISK with the juniors throughout the night... The RISK game was simply thrilling as many players compete with each other for the right to dominate this planet... Must really say that Wee Xiang, Jing Kai, Eugene and Yun Ting were great players and also an inexhaustible source of entertainment:D Watched Jay's 2007 Taipei Concert with Jing Kai, Alvin and Shi Rui after the RISK game... I must say Jay is very talented and his singing in live concerts has improved! Before I forget, thanks to Shi Rui for helping me to pass the two dollars to the J2 guys:)
Alright feeling sleepy now, shall stop here ba...
Friday, March 07, 2008
Aftermath
Aftermath
What a fitting name to describe this fateful day.
Getting unsatisfactory results really stings and hurts.
Well, at least I didnt see what I dun wish to see.
Thats all.
What a fitting name to describe this fateful day.
Getting unsatisfactory results really stings and hurts.
Well, at least I didnt see what I dun wish to see.
Thats all.
Thursday, March 06, 2008
Blue Storm
Blue Storm
亘古长夜
善恶交接
我终於懂得流眼泪
洪荒世界
百分之七十都是水
湛蓝的
旷野
在海平面渴望满月
於是我终於学会告解
弥赛亚被世人误解
被分类
爱恨
从此敌对
From Jay's 蓝色风暴, pretty cool huh?
Wednesday, March 05, 2008
Courage
Courage
I really need courage to face what is coming my way on friday.
The next few days shall be spent on preparing myself for it.
Will there still be a chance? I am not sure. But I still choose to be optimistic, as it will make the rest of the journey a whole lot easier.
I really need courage to face what is coming my way on friday.
The next few days shall be spent on preparing myself for it.
Will there still be a chance? I am not sure. But I still choose to be optimistic, as it will make the rest of the journey a whole lot easier.
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